search engine. go.

what am i looking for? what is it that i need to see? every now and then i find myself searching for something. for what? i'm not really sure. is it that important to be in the know? am i looking for something to compare myself to? do i even want to make that comparison? the questions go on and on. deeper and deeper until i almost feel literal pain. it's almost obsessive. maybe it's better off this way, not knowing the who, what, where's of this person.

one thing is for sure, i wish i could make my life as much of a mystery as she has.

ciao,

m