insomniac queen.

i can't sleep so i figured i'd make some use out of this thing. waking up in the middle of the night, uncomfortable; anxious; nervous - has been all too familiar the past few weeks. i don't know what i'm so worried about. life is actually pretty good. for once, i don't have too much to stress over. could that be it? could i be afraid that this all is 'too good to be true' ? whatever the situation is, i hope that my mind & body will figure something out and relax, because i LOVE to sleep and i haven't been able to peacefully in quite some time. in the morning i'm going to go for a jog and then a dance class. i need to get rid of some of this negative energy somehow !

ciao.